Unaware In — The City V45 [best]

Tomorrow, the barista will hand you a flat white. The train will brake. The pigeon will not care. But maybe — just maybe — you will notice the thing you almost noticed today. The child at the window. The blue in the sky. The man on the milk crate, whose sign now reads, “Still unaware. Still here. Still asking.”

You wake up, and the first thing you notice is that you don’t remember falling asleep. This is not unusual. What is unusual is the quality of the light — a flat, mercury-vapor gray that pushes through the blinds like it has no interest in being beautiful. You rise. You brush your teeth. You check your phone. Forty-seven notifications, none of them for you. Not really. Algorithms have learned your name, but they’ve learned it the way a parrot learns a slur — with no understanding, only mimicry. unaware in the city v45

After work, you wander. This is the part of the day the algorithm calls “leisure,” though it feels more like a pause between anxieties. You walk past a bookstore with a display of novels about people who fall in love in small towns. You walk past a gym where people run on machines that go nowhere. You walk past a man sitting on a milk crate, holding a sign that says, “I was unaware too. Then I looked up.” You look up. There is a pigeon on a fire escape. The pigeon is unaware of you. You are unaware of the pigeon. The man on the milk crate laughs, but the laugh is not for you. It is for someone who passed by ten minutes ago. You are already late for that laugh. Tomorrow, the barista will hand you a flat white